birthday wishes.

amiek's bday is today!
happy birthday to her!!! :)
she's 18.
omygod.
may God bless her in everything she does..
anyway

me and the kids bought her a cake from harvest


it was so goodddd :)
and we asked ricardo who was nearby at the time to take photos of us
and in return, we gave him a humongous piece of cake.
but it turns out, garry walked by.
so we asked him instead to take pictures, and ricardo joined on the pic. haha.

top: hansel - ivan - ricardo - adryan - hendry
bottom: cha2 - romi - ME! - amiek the bday gal - kristina - elien

so anyway,
had math exam today
and my stomach wasnt cooperating
so i ended up being sick and wanting to throw up the whole test
gah.

had lab hours to do today.
so thankful for elien, hendry, and lydia who were so patient with my bitching.
i am sorry :(
i am just not in the mood for voltmeters and amperemeters.

so..
valentine's in 2 days.
haven't bought anything for the cupcakes.
*sigh*

tired.

woah.
today has been bizarrely weird, to say the least.
had english test in the morning, but i forgot about it
and i didn't study at all
jah, but i did okay, i think.
anyway.
had aerobics practice again today.
which was really kind of useless.
cause i didn't even break a sweat.
and so, i spent the whole entire day studying math for the ntu test thingy.
shit shit shit.
will be leaving for jakarta in 2 weeks man.
pray pray pray for me.

am currently wishing that priscilla will make it onto nus.
scored 107 in chem test. haha.
i am such a geek.

so anyway anyway,
took a lot of pictures at romi's house today.
will go steal some from cha-cha's blog.
:)

photos..

PHOTOS
from elvina's 17th birthday last saturday.
not much to say.
other than the fact that it is such a hectic week.
*sigh*
will go watch tv and study math after this.
i am such a multitasker. haha.






ciao kids.
ntu's waiting.
haha.

saturday night.

has chemistry test tomorrow.
will do a speech the day after tomorrow.
gahhh kill me please.

TOOK the ielts test.
a lot of things happened last saturday.
had the test with ave and edwin
finished at 2 pm.
the whole test was pretty boring to be quite honest.
the speaking part killed me.
"what is your favorite kind of music?"
"i actually love uh.. classical.. uh heavy metal?"
I WANTED TO SAY ROCK. I WANTED TO SAY EMO.
was actually the funniest thing looking at the teacher's face.
this happened cause the day before i saw this interview ielts video thing
and the girl said she likes heavy metal
and it just stuck on my head.
jesus.
and then "what homemade gifts have you given to other people?"
"i bake cookies. and uh.. *stalling* i knit. "
I KNIT.
I KNIT?!
WTF?!
so right at that point i listen to heavy metal and i knit for friends.
yeah right.
God please.

went to elvina's birthday!
SLIPPED AND FELL.
ave said it was quite funny.
i think not.
i have bruises.
BOO-BOOS.
so anyway, has some awesome pics.
hopefully will get them from ave some days again.
soon i hope.

slept at midnight,
was online on msn until like minutes past 12
jah.
anyway...
have to study *sigh*

I'd like to take this time to detach my jaw,
And really take a look. I think that I'm tired.
Put away this old guitar and on my way
I'll hang my vocal cords up on the door.
If I could just do these things
If I could maybe do these things
Each and every day wouldn't pass
The way that they so often do
That they so often do
Maybe just maybe
Life would be everything we wanted it to be.

if you think you know me.
well then, think again.

and all i heard was silence.

so i got shortlisted to sit down for the entrance exam.
for ntu.
yaaaay. not really.
does that capture my oh so not happy emotion right now?
like crying with tears of joy? no.
pffffffffft.
fuck fuck fuck.
this just makes it a whole lot harder for me.
father is back in town.
dear dad, i'm sorry i have to disturb you with stupid non-exiting news like this.
sorry.
really.

pics of new-a-little-bit-too-short-fringe
and outfit for yearbook will soon be posted.
god help me.
help me.
help me.

"Life is full of risks;
take them.
you'll never know what could
have happened if you dont."

he was ever so inviting.

man. math test done.
is it safe to say i aced it?
i don't know. but it's pretty easy. okay-ish. haha.
but my hands kept on trembling and i couldn't get the cap off from my green highlighter
and the insides fell out.
IT FELL OUT.
during the math exam.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" screamed inside my head.
jah. cut my fringe today!
anyway,
ave is having the bone flu.
is there such a thing?
apparently there is.
so i'm wishing her to get well soon :)
anyway,
this is such a boring post.
BORING. no photos.
but will probably get some tomorrow.
we're supposed to practice our aerobic routines.
YES we have aerobics on our P.E. curriculum.
i feel like wearing all my leggings and neon oversize t-shirts, and just start dancing.

anyway anyway.
i feel like people should just give up entirely on the idea of love.
it is useless, time consuming, and rather confusing.
i don't know.
it makes well educated, proper girls turn into mindless, and need i say, brainless lumps of 100 pounds of meat.
Sometimes I think we fall in love because our hearts
are beating too loud to hear our minds screaming,
" Don't do this to yourself! "
*sigh*

i don't know why
but the weirdest thought just went into my mind.
ive never been in a ferris wheel.
or maybe i have but i just cant remember it.
either way..


"Oh, my God
I hate the me that I've become
This needy, useless, forgetting one
Truthfully, i can't be the me
The me that I've washed up to be.."

running towards the light

worst 6.45 minutes of my life.
happened today.
TODAY.
ran 10 laps, like 1200 meters, in 6 minutes and 45 seconds.
listening to the likes of atreyu and pumping the volume up to 20,
i ran. i ran my ass off.
i ran my fucking fat ass off.
like woaaaaaah.
i'm going to die climbing the stairs to class tomorrow.
someone help?
so anyway, i ran pretty slowly for the first 2 or 3 laps.
and then as the music got louder,
i ran faster. haha.
i think my teacher kinda went "wtf" on me. haha.

anyway, such a wordy post.
cause nothing photo worth has been done for the past couple of days.
had my first exam of the semester today.
it was biology.
okay. bleh.

LAST.
but definitely not least.
happy 18th birthday to my dearest best friend, aveline! :)
she went to my house today,
and as we were eating, she ripped her uniform
and couldnt put it back in
and i offered helping to sew it back together
but she bluntly said "no, its okay, the fat is holding it up."
hahaha. happy 18th dear! :D