Girl Crush

Today, my mother asked me to cut my hair,
And I looked in Google for inspiration.
I found Daisy Lowe's pictures.
And I think she might just be the best looking person EVER.
I would KILL to have hair like her. It's strangely beautiful, and dark, and wavy, and messy all at the same time.
And I sorta kinda have a girl crush on her.
From the way she dresses, to her hair, to her choice of boyfriends (Mark Ronson IS pretty), she embodies awesomeness.

Which reminds me,
I used to have this obsession with Alexa Chung
And I cut my super long hair due to this phase.




And also, Mae Whitman.
Which stars in Parenthood a.k.a. my most favorite TV Show currently.
AND also the Perks movie with Emma Watson and Logan Lerman.
Now I don't know bout everyone else, but when I read the book, I think of Logan being Charlie and Mae being Mary-Elizabeth. And now that I think of it, Emma for Sam isn't a bad choice after all.


So anyway, this post has no point whatsoever.
I thought I'd just like to share :D
Anyway, I have applied for jobs in Jay Jays, DIVA, Cotton On, Boost Juice, and Sumo Salad.
Lets hope I get accepted into one of those jobs --"

p.s. I didn't cut my hair in the end :@

saturday night.

has chemistry test tomorrow.
will do a speech the day after tomorrow.
gahhh kill me please.

TOOK the ielts test.
a lot of things happened last saturday.
had the test with ave and edwin
finished at 2 pm.
the whole test was pretty boring to be quite honest.
the speaking part killed me.
"what is your favorite kind of music?"
"i actually love uh.. classical.. uh heavy metal?"
I WANTED TO SAY ROCK. I WANTED TO SAY EMO.
was actually the funniest thing looking at the teacher's face.
this happened cause the day before i saw this interview ielts video thing
and the girl said she likes heavy metal
and it just stuck on my head.
jesus.
and then "what homemade gifts have you given to other people?"
"i bake cookies. and uh.. *stalling* i knit. "
I KNIT.
I KNIT?!
WTF?!
so right at that point i listen to heavy metal and i knit for friends.
yeah right.
God please.

went to elvina's birthday!
SLIPPED AND FELL.
ave said it was quite funny.
i think not.
i have bruises.
BOO-BOOS.
so anyway, has some awesome pics.
hopefully will get them from ave some days again.
soon i hope.

slept at midnight,
was online on msn until like minutes past 12
jah.
anyway...
have to study *sigh*

I'd like to take this time to detach my jaw,
And really take a look. I think that I'm tired.
Put away this old guitar and on my way
I'll hang my vocal cords up on the door.
If I could just do these things
If I could maybe do these things
Each and every day wouldn't pass
The way that they so often do
That they so often do
Maybe just maybe
Life would be everything we wanted it to be.

if you think you know me.
well then, think again.

and all i heard was silence.

so i got shortlisted to sit down for the entrance exam.
for ntu.
yaaaay. not really.
does that capture my oh so not happy emotion right now?
like crying with tears of joy? no.
pffffffffft.
fuck fuck fuck.
this just makes it a whole lot harder for me.
father is back in town.
dear dad, i'm sorry i have to disturb you with stupid non-exiting news like this.
sorry.
really.

pics of new-a-little-bit-too-short-fringe
and outfit for yearbook will soon be posted.
god help me.
help me.
help me.

"Life is full of risks;
take them.
you'll never know what could
have happened if you dont."

life is..
..what you make it to be.
supposedly.
i don't know what i'm supposed to believe anymore.

so today i woke up kinda early around 8 am-ish.
i ended up doing math problems for the next 2 hours or so.
and this was supposed to be a holiday. *sigh*
its kinda depressing to see how the hours fly even quicker when you ponder over numbers.

i took an online survey today.
it said that i am not only individualistic, i am also bossy and i have peterpan complex.
which is really short for saying that i am a selfish bitch who never wants to grow up.
boohoo.

someone told me that "being on tightrope is living, everything else is just waiting."
well i'm constantly hoping for some wind to blow me over the rope.
just for the fun of finding out how it feels to fall.
just for the fun of finding out who'll be waiting on the ground.