ash wednesday.

"Remember O man, that you are dust, and to dust you shall return."

hoah. ash wednesday. anyway.
had to wake up at 5.30 so we could go to church.
LENT!
and i chose not to eat chili sauce, ah sweet chili :(
also, not to swear.
these 40 days will be cruel i swear.
and so to all the evil that's going to tempt me to swear; don't.

anyay..
been browsing some pics of new york fashion show
reem acra, zac possen, marc jacobs, alexander wang, thakoon, christian sirriano~
and i am falling in love with reem acra's
mann. i should've not studied so hard and take fashion design for uni.
haha not really.
me need money.
lots and lots money.
and lose lots and lots of weight.
*sigh*

Reem Acra Fall 2009 show

Christian Sirriano

Marc Jacobs

Alexander Wang

Betsey Johnson

yes i am sorry.
i am quite the spiritual yet materialistic kind of girl.
deal with it.

life is..
..what you make it to be.
supposedly.
i don't know what i'm supposed to believe anymore.

so today i woke up kinda early around 8 am-ish.
i ended up doing math problems for the next 2 hours or so.
and this was supposed to be a holiday. *sigh*
its kinda depressing to see how the hours fly even quicker when you ponder over numbers.

i took an online survey today.
it said that i am not only individualistic, i am also bossy and i have peterpan complex.
which is really short for saying that i am a selfish bitch who never wants to grow up.
boohoo.

someone told me that "being on tightrope is living, everything else is just waiting."
well i'm constantly hoping for some wind to blow me over the rope.
just for the fun of finding out how it feels to fall.
just for the fun of finding out who'll be waiting on the ground.