sunday morning..

i feel that when i'm old,

i'll look at you and know
the world was beautiful..

okay!
a lot of photos today.
and not just of me :P
felt like the last post didn't do justice to what happened yesterday.
so okay, i woke up at like 4.30 in the morning.
ready with my AO level books.
ready to rumble. haha.
and then i went to the bathroom to wash my face when suddenly!
the water did not drip when i switch on the thingy.
IT DID NOT DRIP.
NOTHING.
NADA.
i was like "omygod how am i supposed to do math with sticky oily hair?!"
so me, my dad, and my mother, and my maid scrambled around looking for running water.
found one outside the house where we usually water the garden.
so my maid brought buckets and buckets of water inside the house
after minutes of waiting outside.
so i washed my hair. TADAH!
and then..
after realizing that i suddenly forgot how to find the area of a curve shit2 blah2..
panic attacks arrive.
not like "i can't do it" panic attacks. like "OHMYFUCCCCK IT'S A CYUUUURVEEE!"
so i called elien like crazy.
trying to figure out how i can lose the panicking.
hyperventilated a little.
but just a little.

arrive at jakarta at around 8-ish am.
and met with my lao shi, my mandarin teacher.
she was there for her sib's wedding.
so on i go.
BUT. my mom's friend hadn't picked us up yet.
waiting.
waiting.
while hyperventilating.
still.

okay wait.
funniest thing happened just now.
mother went to my room and wanted to open the curtains.
and i said "no no no"
"why?"
"do not like sunshine. no no"
hahahahaha.

ANYWAY.
touchdown at BPK Penabur 1 at 11 am, thought i'd check out the place yknow.
lots of hot boys. WAHHH.
soccer playing boys. basketball playing boys.
sldglafldfl i can go on forever.
amazing.
people say that it's a really good school.
so all the boys there are brain quality checked.
hahaha.

and then went for the test. nothing interesting there.
and then after math we had 1 hour break.
met up with agatha, elvina, giovanni, michelle, adryan, hendry, adri, jah lots of people.
and after 1 hour, we wanted to get back to the exam place.
WHICH WAS AT THE 8TH FLOOR.
and whaddyaknow, the lifts are FULL.
full like if i got on, it'll ring and said "overweight, overweight.."
so we took the stairs.
STAIRS. TO THE 8TH LEVEL.
i felt like an obese woman running after chicken fingers.
5th floor, i was like breathing heavy.
agatha was like "it's only the 5th floor."
ONLY?1 what the hellll?!?! no wonder she's so thin.

so anyway, those are all the interesting stories at BPK 1 and jakarta. *sigh*

photos from romi's:

fat but fierce thighs HAHA.

look, it's a red car!

romi says "where's my clothes you fucking bitch?!"

chacha's like wtf am i doing here?

me on the lappie. and look! THE CARR!

cindy: "lets get drunk motherfuckas!"

thats all for now.
woah long post :D

DONE.

oh my god.
i am in the airport in jakarta.
IT SUCKS HERE. seriously.
waiting for my 9 pm flight back to surabaya.
here's to it not getting delayed.
FINISHED NTU TEST TODAY!!
guess who was number 170?
AGATHAAAAAAA WAS!
oh my god.
the math test was unbearable.
the calculator didn't help much.
skipped 2 questions cause the time ran out.
finished 15 out of 17.
i don't know.
pray for me?

anyway...
recapping what happened this week.
stayed at home on monday.
tuesday, went to romi's house for aerobics.
amiek got mad at hansel.
awkward silent, much?
anyway, that was finished quickly.
wednesday went to romi's again.
for the play, which ended at 7 ish i guess.
thursday at romi's again! OhMYGod.
romi we are sorry for ruining your house.
for stinking up your expensive leather sofas.
and most importantly stinking up your carpets. hehe :)
thursday at romi's again after a day of laboratories and exams and homeworks.
went back to school to set up all the decor for the play for the next day.
stayed at school until 11 pm.
which is a perfect 2 hours over my bedtime. seriously.
the play was okay ish.
wore my forever21 black top with a black skirt i own from ages ago
that was apparently too short as i was running around the stage carrying a microphone.
i felt like FAT britney.
jah.

anyway.
NTU TEST DONE
oh my Jesus, i cant believe it is
and i am so relieved
and i am so ready to get back at partying with friends and eating out again.
and shopping again.
*sigh*

oh yeah.. little note
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST FRIEND PRISCILLA!!!!!
i hope you have the best damn birthday ever
even though i am not around :(
thankyou for being an amazing friend throughout all these years
and not complaining with my cursing.
hoping you have a better year!
hehe :)

tired.

woah.
today has been bizarrely weird, to say the least.
had english test in the morning, but i forgot about it
and i didn't study at all
jah, but i did okay, i think.
anyway.
had aerobics practice again today.
which was really kind of useless.
cause i didn't even break a sweat.
and so, i spent the whole entire day studying math for the ntu test thingy.
shit shit shit.
will be leaving for jakarta in 2 weeks man.
pray pray pray for me.

am currently wishing that priscilla will make it onto nus.
scored 107 in chem test. haha.
i am such a geek.

so anyway anyway,
took a lot of pictures at romi's house today.
will go steal some from cha-cha's blog.
:)

and all i heard was silence.

so i got shortlisted to sit down for the entrance exam.
for ntu.
yaaaay. not really.
does that capture my oh so not happy emotion right now?
like crying with tears of joy? no.
pffffffffft.
fuck fuck fuck.
this just makes it a whole lot harder for me.
father is back in town.
dear dad, i'm sorry i have to disturb you with stupid non-exiting news like this.
sorry.
really.

pics of new-a-little-bit-too-short-fringe
and outfit for yearbook will soon be posted.
god help me.
help me.
help me.

"Life is full of risks;
take them.
you'll never know what could
have happened if you dont."