awesomeness

spent last night talking to ave on the phone
til like 10 pm
before i head to bed for my beauty sleep.
YEARBOOK PHOTOS TAKEN!
it looks pretty good i say.
i look pretty good. haha.
i wore my mother's blue shirt and a black high waisted skirt and ave's guess heels.
and my feet is now sore.

anyway.
today was madness.
it all started at chemistry.
the teacher was being the lame person that she is
and we all decided it was best not to care about electrolysis or whatever it is she was talking about.
and then we had lunch.
AND THEN. the last period was supposed to be civic.
but for unknown reason the teacher didn't come into the class
and what do you know.
it's like hell and all the little tiny demons escaped and went into the class.
seriously.
it's like someone running somewhere in one corner.
and someone running over someone in other corner.
and people taking photos in the other. it was the awesomest day ever.
EVER.
by the end of the period, the class reeked sweat.
seriously.
ick.
but anyway...

to the photo studio we go!
photos!

hansel-adryan-me-romi

juned-me-hansel-hendry

romi-adryan

hansel-me-romi looking wtf!?

me - adryan

hendry - me

me *look at my waist!* - hansel

me - priscilla

boys boys boys

boys. again.

me looking like erlin's mother-erlin!

me-kristina!

cha2-me!

hansel trying to kiss the girl on the photo *sigh*

"everybody get on the freaking stair!!!"

elien-me!

me-stella

ivan *standing on a block so he'd be taller than me* - me

cha2-marsha-me!

gonna go study ielts now kids.
ciaoooo!

sundaes.

sunday was okay.
got a vest-thingy *will post pics when she has the time* for rp 60000 again.
but i only paid rp 20000 and my cousin paid the rest haha
so technically, it only costs rp 20000.
anywaaaaay,
went to my uncle's house
cause my sister kept on bugging me wanting to see my 2 year old cousins.
who isn't really that cute anyway, but that's just my opinion.
he kept on crying, and crying, and crying..
before he went on to pushing every single furniture he could see towards my dad's legs.
which i find very amusing.
*sigh*

bahh so yesterday, i decided to go to school to sydney.
but im really not sure bout how long that decision will last.
like always.

so anyway,
i'm stuck in my rut of feeling like such a fatty.
fuck fuck fuck.
uh anyway,
more kids picturessss~


and its kind of pathetic and a little bit depressing,
that i've realised that i still act like that.
i still pout to my dad whenever he takes my picture.
i still run around the house with a BIG t-shirt and no pants *sigh*
i still sit by myself and grin at nothing.
jahhh.
man, is it strange to see that i am still the kid in those pictures?
=/

"this wont hurt more than a pinch
so just pour the drink, lets talk it over
i'm back after all these years
dont be afraid my dear, now i'm older."

am i ready to get back on the horse of love-looking-and-maybe-not-finding-it?
maybe.