fuccccccck.

today is by far, the shittiest day ever.
i couldn't take the IELTS TEST.
i couldn't take the damn test.
no, not because i couldn't wake up in the morning.
and no, it's also not because i didn't bring my passport/ID card/ pencil/eraser/shit.
"we're sorry for the inconvenience, but it seems like someone forgotten to tell me that you are taking the test today. we will compensate this by giving you another chance to take the test at the next available date."
"but i have school."
"we're very sorry."
sorry my ass.
the people didnt do what theyre supposed to fucking do.
i called my dad.
he said "you should take care of it."
DUH like i dont know already.
thankyou for being the most wonderful father in the whole wide universe.
NOT.
called my sister.
she called.
got angry.
oh no sorry.
she got ANGRY. like she's ready to kill 23097043 people so i can take the stupid test.
thankyou big sister and koko ndut. hahahaha.

anyway,
went to mcdonald's and waited for adryan to come.
15 minutes. "he's probably late."
30 minutes. *reading the nutrition count thingy* "what the fuck i ate 400 calories already?!"
45 minutes. "fuck fuck fuck."
60 minutes. "fuck it, im going."

so i went home.
jah.
bad day.
bad freaking day.

jitter.

the day has come.
TOMORROW. tomo-fucking-rrow.

ID card, bills, checklist, *sigh*

stupid ID card photo taken after stupid school. stupid hair won't do what it's supposed to stupidly do.

anyway i am giving myself time to blog and surf the internet until 3 pm.
after that, i am back to the cave of ielts test
PLEASE someone pray for me.
pretty pretty please?
my stomach has been achy for the past hours
cause i've been constantly thinking about this test.

on a lighter note,
today at school was good. better than most days.
a rumor had broken,
that the math teacher was kicking people out of classes
if they don't bring a book he asked us to bring yesterday.
well what do you know, i didnt bring the book.
neither did elien. and amiek. and cha2. and adryan. and hansel.
and everyone else on the gang.
haha. gang.
anyway. we thought it'd be fun after all to get kicked out,
since math is usually pretty boring.
so when the teacher came in and asked us about the book
we were readily surrendering and were so prepared to be kicked out.
and what happened was, he had planned to do that on saturday.
HE PLANNED TO DO THAT ON SATURDAY.
SAT-TUR-DAEEEEY.
so we didn't get kicked out.
boo hoo.

much lighter note.
my chicken that almost got lost.
poor chick had one of her eyes fallen off.

chicken and her good eye.

chicken and her bad eye. it's funny how she looks asian in a way..

p.s. do you think wearing my lame leggings for the yearbook photo a good idea?

p.p.s. here is an example of what the topic for the writing test is going to be like tomorrow

Women are always better parents than men. How far ypu agree with this? Give your opinion in not less than 250 words.

if i got that, id probably just write AGREES. in bold and very large lettering.
you know, just to get the point across nicely.

horrible.

after much searching,
much anticipating.. i finally got my black lame leggings!!!!
the process isn't grueling at all actually
that was just me exaggerating haha.
found them at zara,
it has zippers on the bottom
and oh! i bought a top.
it's black and lace-y
i have no idea why i bought it, but it looks good :)
so that was fun

lamelamelamelame!

awful awful photo. fat girl. nice dress.

BUT.
i practiced speaking for my upcoming IELTS test with Elien
and it was mother-effin horrible.
HORRIBLE.
try listening to a cat explaining why it meows inside a working blender.
anyway, yeah.
life kinda sucks.

"describe a family member that has a big impact on you"
"uh. that would be my sister. she is nice, kind, and uh.. she influenced me to play guitar. uh.. she's now studying in sydney... uh wait? what was the question? again?"