bittersweet,

i have sleepy eyes.

!!!!!
last day of lab exam!
we don't have to wear stupid lab coats anymore
and i am happy yet sad that it's over.
sad that the end is near.
really really near.
and i am still in love with the kids i call friends.
jah..
but anyway.
been having some problems lately..
i don't know.
when is love not worth the fight anymore?
some people need to know the answer to that.
some people need to learn that maybe at times,
when the entire world is against them,
maybe they just need to give up.
just let go.
let go.
l e t g o.
and hopefully one day meet again.
and the circumstances were different.
don't worry, i'm not falling for anyone.
i am still standing. haha.

i don't know.
i have mixed feeling about this certain problem.
i am amazed to see perseverance in people when pursuing love.
at the same time, i feel that people are just fooling themselves.
trying to be the romeo and juliet of the century
is like trying to find a nano-needle in a hay stack.
i turns out, you cant save people from drowning if they're happy not breathing and hyperventilating in the water.
:/
i am sorry dear,
i've tried to save you,
to pull you out of the hell hole you're creating.
but it's just un-do-able.
i have to be happy watching you drown.
but just in case, i have a life jacket here for you.
just for you only.