bad hair day.

having one bad hair day.
cannot swear.
must not swear.
so anyway..
school was okay today..
not a lot of studies learned.
which is always a good sign of a good day :P
jah
i am so tired.

talked to cha2 and adryan about taking our photos taken by ave
but i dunno.
havent decided on a date yet.
counting on everyone to make it.

went to have physics course just minutes ago.
OHMAGAH i am so clueless i am about to die.
"what is a capacitor?"
"what does a voltmeter exactly do?"
"what is this graph?"
"jesus help me?"
"PLEASE?"

okay back to the problem i was talking about.
i felt like throwing this friend's head on the wall
and screamed at her that she deserves better.
i felt like screaming.
seriously.
how can someone be so ignorant?
when she herself has to deal with the consequences?
seriously.
SERIOUSLY.

i dont know.
like i said, i have mixed feelings.
but i feel like all the badness she got out of the relationship weighs out the "good"
i know our lives are glass houses.
where it's easier to see inside someone else's rather than to look at ours.
but i feel like at these times, you need to turn on your friends.
not turn away.

just do yourself a favor sweetheart

just turn around and leave.
it may not be what you think you want
but my god, it’s what you need.