the morning after the night before.

went out last nite with the usual gang.
no one has dramatically changed.
cha2 had hair extensions put in. and she colored them black.
black like black. BUH-LACK. but she looked pretty as alwayssss :) hahaha
adryan wear lenses now!
oh yeah, i too have new lenses. it's a cross between brown and hazel. browzel.
hansel and romi and hendry and josef pretty much stays the same.

went home at 11.30-ish.
eleven thirty-ish.
ELEVEN THIRTY.
and mother got angry.
real angry.
think of her being godzilla and me being tokyo.
i don't know what got into her, but she started talking to me about responsibility and trust and blah blah blah.
my friends are nice kids and they're not drug dealers, so we're not like taking drugs on the freaking car. and she should stop worrying about me cause by next year, i'm moving outta the house and she won't be able to see if i make it home by 11.30 or not.

went to ptc at 6.30 pm
and ate snacks while waiting for late friends haha.
bought a pack of cards to play with while eating.
ate dinner at 7 i think.
it was an outdoor restaurant and boy did i make the wrong choice wearing short.
mosquitoes shall be extinct.
ate and ate and ate while hendry and josef started betting on the cards.
i turned on the camera, wanting to take picture of the pathetic money they threw in
but then.. THE CAMERAS DIDN'T WORK.
it didn't fucking work.
*sigh*
went karaoke-ing for the next 2 hours.
sang. and danced. and listened to adryan's terrible, motherfucking terrible, singing.
hahahahaha.

the only pic we got.
top: romi-hansel
bottom: josef-hendry-adryan-me!!!-cha2

"Life isn't a destination, it's a journey we all come upon unexpected curves & turning points. everything that happens to us shapes who we are becoming. & in the adventure of each day, we discover the important things in life & why they're important."

i'm facing this question
"is this the person you want to be for the rest of your life?"
i'm not sure how to answer that question.
i still am not sure about singapore or sydney.
i still am questioning every thing i do in life.
so God, help.