thaniabites

There are days where I want to just run to the beach.
And just lay there.
For hours and hours and hours.
And never get sick of the waves. Of the sun. Of the sand. Of the sea.

And there are days where I just want to hide.
Inside my bedroom. Under my blanket. Curtains closed.
And just lay there. And cry.
For hours and hours and hours.
And just get sick of everything and anything.

There are days where I just want to hug everyone.
Other days I just want to kill everyone. And just be alone.
There are days where I want to skip on my way home from uni.
Or just skip while I was sitting down.
Other days I would just do nothing.
And just eat. And eat. And eat.
Or cry.

So this is what I'm dealing with.
It's hard cause I want to do so much more in life.
But sometimes I just can't. I just can't wake up.
I just can't go to the bathroom and take a shower.
Sometimes I just cry the whole day.

And it makes me sad because the people I love has to suffer through.
Today is one of those days.
And I'm sorry.
I wasn't talking much because I don't know why I'm sad.
I'm sure you know this already.
I'm so sorry :(