fall.

Spent 8 hours on lectures and tutorials today.
So tired.
Spent a total of 3 hours on the train to get to the lectures and tutorials today.
So so tired.
Went to the library.
Searched high and low for the macro book.
Actually enjoyed macroeconomy.
Much much better than micro.
Math sucks.
The first thing the teacher said was
"The only way you're gonna get through this subject is by struggling."
My stomach went poof in a not so funny kinda way.
I am tired.
3 words.

I remembered days when i used to be a high school student.
Remembered wanting to do a bio presentation on how the brain reacts when we fall in love.
HAHA. ended up doing some presentation on stem cells instead.
What a bore.

and now on to something a little bit on the serious side.
ive been trying so hard to write this down for times and times now.
but have failed to do so.
for the most part, it's not that i am still not over you.
i have.
for the most part, it is mainly cause even i don't know what's going on.
i just stopped wanting to be vulnerable to people.
i just don't want to.


favourite quote today:

"Love is giving someone else the power to destroy you...

....and trusting them not to"

Whoever wrote this quote explains this way better than I will ever be able to.
I never was a trusting person to began with.
:/