sicky.

i fell sick again.
went to the hospital at 9 am this morning.
and met the doctor.
he gave me a shot.
ON MY BUTT.
oh. sorry. my fat butt.
JAAAAH.

but i still came back to school at the evening.
had physics lab exam thing.
went fine.
computer thing aswell.
went fine too.
haha.

anyway..
nothing much happened.
AND THATS THE BEST PART.
i dont have to worry bout math ever again.
well not until the national exam.
haha.

on a heavier note..
i've been thinking about a lot of things.
i am changing.
to what, i am still not sure.
Most people are stronger than they know,
they just don't believe in themselves.
i keep on telling those same words to myself.
i feel like i'm changing for the worse.
sometimes i feel so weird being the me that i am now.
i am not as "indie" as i used to be.
i listen to crappier music.
i listen to popular music.
stupid visits to wikipedia are now being replaced by visits to forever21.com
days in front of the tv watching the simpsons are replaced by watching E!
i don't know.
i've lost it.

i felt like i'm losing an ounce of me every day.
i dont know.
i want to be the girl who knows how to walk and talk.
i want to be the girl who's poised, but you still won't mess with her.
but now..
i don't know what i am and who i want to be...

Take care
I've been hurt before
Too much time spend on closing doors
You may hate me, but I'll remember to love you