3.54

it is now 3.54
in the freaking morning.
i don't know what i am doing.
why i am up at this hour is also beyond my understanding.
jah.
i am so in love with chiodos it's crazy.
they're a really good band.
:)

anyway.
forgot to tell you all yesterday
had a speech in front of the class.
mann.
it was about obesity and anorexia and shit and shit.
so anyway, i stood there with my left leg in front of the right one.
forgot that the teacher could see the way i stand
so she took my scores off for that.
haha but other than that she said my speech is really useful.
maybe cause she's weight-challenged as well?
:/
hehe.

anyway.
parents' 25th anniversary is in 2 months!
i used to think that it'd be such a bore being married to someone.
not being able to look at someone else anymore.
but when i really think about it.
when you find that perfect person,
25 years is just not enough.
maybe, in that case, forever is just not enough.

i am both looking forward and anxious for the next upcoming months.
god help me.
:|


There's a place I'd like to go somewhere out west,
it's not specific, and the pictures show it best.
I know there's trees I know there's sand and I know there's grass,
I know it's somewhere in the past.
There's a boy out there who's looking for it too,
he's not sure when he'll go or exactly what he'll do.
If i am doomed am I the first on or the last?
Am I just someone from the past?