January 15, 2009

worst.

this day was so close to being my ultimate worst day ever.
like ever.
EVER.
but it's not really.
my legs are all sore from yesterday
climbing up the stairs was hell.
almost lost my little chicken wallet
(thankyou to Elien who endlessly searched for it!)
has so many assignments it'll probably kill me sooner or later.
HAS IELTS TEST ON SATURDAY!!flghdflh

anyway..
i find the times i have left living in this house extremely short.
graduation is coming near.
adulthood is even closer.
i find myself in disbelief.
like all of these years just flashed by.
like the quote in chuck palahniuk's book
there's always going to be this feeling that you've missed something.
i don't know.
i still remember the days of junior high,
of me being a fat little girl (not that i am not fat now *sigh*)
but i still remember those days.
so close in my head.
and now i'm almost graduating.
i feel like i'm missing something..

anyway.
someone tell me.
do boys find smart girls intimidating?
:/

P.S. I miss my sisterrrrrrrr.

sometimes we often take life for granted, thinking that it'll never change
it's funny when you think of it more, you realize that
nothing will ever be the same again..

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