January 22, 2009

he was ever so inviting.

man. math test done.
is it safe to say i aced it?
i don't know. but it's pretty easy. okay-ish. haha.
but my hands kept on trembling and i couldn't get the cap off from my green highlighter
and the insides fell out.
IT FELL OUT.
during the math exam.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" screamed inside my head.
jah. cut my fringe today!
anyway,
ave is having the bone flu.
is there such a thing?
apparently there is.
so i'm wishing her to get well soon :)
anyway,
this is such a boring post.
BORING. no photos.
but will probably get some tomorrow.
we're supposed to practice our aerobic routines.
YES we have aerobics on our P.E. curriculum.
i feel like wearing all my leggings and neon oversize t-shirts, and just start dancing.

anyway anyway.
i feel like people should just give up entirely on the idea of love.
it is useless, time consuming, and rather confusing.
i don't know.
it makes well educated, proper girls turn into mindless, and need i say, brainless lumps of 100 pounds of meat.
Sometimes I think we fall in love because our hearts
are beating too loud to hear our minds screaming,
" Don't do this to yourself! "

*sigh*

i don't know why
but the weirdest thought just went into my mind.
ive never been in a ferris wheel.
or maybe i have but i just cant remember it.
either way..


"Oh, my God
I hate the me that I've become

This needy, useless, forgetting one
Truthfully, i can't be the me
The me that I've washed up to be.."

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