01.01.09

spent the 1st hour of 2009 crying my eyes out.
why? a lot of reasons.
but not many i can say or understand.

an open letter to my family.
dear mother,
did you know that i think your the world's number one mother?
and father, did you know that when you had your surgery in singapore, i motherfucking freaked out at class?
and to my dear sister, did you know that since a little girl, i've always wanted to be like you and nothing like you all at the same time, and was super heartedly excited when i learned to play guitar, because that was the one thing that you couldn't do?
and lastly, did you know, that a lot of the time i'm viewing the family photo albums, i think that the pictures would look better if there were only the 3 of you there?

the new year's eve was awesome though.
ate dinner at this fancy restaurant.
will post pictures soon.
once my sister gives back my camera.

p.s. i want a leopard legging.
i also want this nice west shoes that now costs 799.000
God, please be nice, and have a sale~


"Like calendars dying
at New Year's Eve parties
As we kiss hard on the lips
and swear this year
will be better then the last"